Thursday, April 9, 2009
....and now I'm totally having second thoughts about it. I've been up since 2:30am worrying. I think this is normal, though... big decision, committing to a dress and stop looking at the rest, special order non-return, bought and paid for.... etc.
I did have an a-ha moment when I tried it on, stood in front of the platform mirror, added an off the shoulder sleeve thing, lifted the hemline, and added a veil. "Yes, this is it!" I exclaimed and sort of teared up a little. I cry so easily all the time lately, though. I think I might be stressed out. Just a bit. My stomach hurts a lot when I think too hard these days.
Is it too late to just elope to the mountains and wear my blue jeans, sweater, and some boots or something? I mentioned this to my parents, and my Dad thinks it's an excellent idea, but I thought my nearly bed-ridden Mom was going to surprise us with some gathered strength and wallop him upside the head at the very thought. Vetoed. That bill never even stood a chance.